A GOOD PERSON’S CONFLICTwritten by YUKARI
Yukari was offered a job at a company she had always wanted to work for she was so happy. Unfortunately when she started she was assigned to a post which she disliked and was worried about telling her boss. She wasn’t able to express her true feelings and suppressed them. 10 months passed and she continued to keep her feelings to herself, until one day,she couldn’t stand it anymore and she finally told her boss who said “Do whatever you feel is best.” but she couldn’t feel anything anymore and couldn’t act on his words.
After that, another acquaintance asked her to give a speech,she tried to refuse because she didn’t think she could it, even though deep down inside she wanted to do. Yet again she was experiencing an internal conflict as to what she should do. She spoke with her life coach who said “You don’t really like speaking to a crowd so you face up to your fears and try it.” She did just that and the experience turned her around and she became more confident, happier and satisfied at work and at home.
In another episode , she had a serious quarrel with her husband for the first time. He had said something that upset her, it touched upon a delicate subject causing yet another internal conflict and they haven’t talked since .She has been repeating the same action in her life for so long.